| Did an addict kill you? |
[26 Sep 2006|04:33pm] |
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I'm contemplating whether or not I should make my journal friends only... and delete some people because honestly... there are a few I don't ''dig'' anymore. It's a 99.9% chance I'm going to do away with them and make this friends only. I shouldn't have anything I can't say in here, without it offending some people.
On the upside, life is pretty great. Besides the sickiess going around and me being the golden catcher with a net. Fuck sickies. Fuck people... but not my friends.. and the ones I love.
Pace!
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| Evy |
[22 Sep 2006|01:57pm] |
You mean so much to me, darling.
Just want you to know. Smile that beautiful smile of yours.
I love you
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| Home is where the heart is, |
[22 Sep 2006|12:24pm] |
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Laura Lamb, I love you. (read subject, thanks!)
but anyway today is friday and I'm pretty damn excited. I'll hopefully be receiving a colonic from Evy and get the pleasure of being in Megan's presence. I love my friends! I'm also excited for something else... :) mwah.
What else?
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| Then you came along.. |
[11 Sep 2006|02:24pm] |
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I'm deathly ill. I can't breathe. My throat's sore. Blegh.
My life is kind of weird right now... but I like it.
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| "Dude let go of my cheeseburger".. I love Megan. |
[01 Sep 2006|06:22pm] |
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Adrian's i/ms and Megan. |
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Okay... So apparently Megan's mailbox has always been there. Well where the hell did it come from? Seriously... someone's pulling my leg and it's not my memory. Or maybe it is... I'm getting old. And you know what happens to oldfarts, their memory starts-a-slippin! Oh meeee oh myyyyy.
I love girl talks with Megan. & pizza/wings with Megan. Liquor with Megan and everything with Megan. Even ice cream. Hahahaha, I'm hyper and I see you biznatches get the diddly point.
NOTE TO DILLON RAAD.
I couldnt make it to your show, darling. I deeply apologize... I'm sure it was just fine without little ole me, but nonetheless I'm going to make it up to you. If you get the damned time to hangout, shitasss!!!!!!!!!!!!
The motherfucking End. (pointless entry I know, so suck on that.)
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| You are my sunshine... my online sunshine. |
[29 Aug 2006|10:16pm] |
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Even his i/ms are beautiful. |
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I thank you every day for making me feel. Just for making me feel something so good, that I've never felt in my entire life. Just the way you speak to me, the way your lips touch mine, the way your fingertips touch my skin, and just the way you stroke my hair. Everything you do makes me feel so... beautiful. So great. So loved.
My heart will go where ever you go, Adrian.
I trust you enough to let you in. Just like you trust me.
Love is great only because you're the one giving it.
That's the whole point of love. I do know what it is now.
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| Even more inlove with me you'd fall... |
[29 Aug 2006|05:08pm] |
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Plain White T's "Hey there Delilah" |
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Need some excitement. Life is short, live it up.
''Banish the boredom of the moments.''
I don't understand myself sometimes. I'm a feeling-shifter. One day I want to escape to Neverland & never grow up. Today, I just want to grow up & experience everything I can while I still can. Lately I havent been thankful for the love I have, the friends.. I mean everything.
I'm hoping to make my life more interesting. Don't forget trying to give it the big tune up it needs. Maybe I feel this way because today I've realized alot of things... and it's just been plain old boring. Just like every other day. School & home, so far. But I'll be going out with my love in awhile. So here's to a fresh start.
ps.
Someone buy me lilys. & write a song about me.
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| What wonders lie in your jean pockets. |
[27 Aug 2006|10:12am] |
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Some action movie on the television... with freak clones. |
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I love washing clothes, mainly my jeans. Finding movie stubs and little notes... basically I just find all these wonders in my pockets that make me crack smiles. :)
so anyhoo... last night was one of the most exciting nights EVER. being surrounded with friends, a safe place to be, two bottles, and oh meee oh myyyy... meeting new people. It was just absolutely wonderful! happy birthday, jennifer. Oh how much fun we had last night... pictures should be great. I'll come out disgusting but I'm sure everyone will come out just beautiful. Oh my what a dandy day. I can't say it enough!
The only problem last night was not seeing Berger. I adore that girl so and I had no way of getting to where she was. I must take her out for some cheesecake asap... I'll even feed it to her! Anything, EVERYTHING for my Berger. It's what a darling birthday girl deserves. :) I hope you had fun, darling.
Anyway way hmm.. I want to have a nice peaceful day with conversation and maybe intervals for coffee. Anyone interested? I'm supposed to call Justin so I believe I'll be doing that... if anyone cares to join call me... and well... yeah, farewell!
By the merry way, I miss MY CACK!!! :(
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[23 Aug 2006|04:47pm] |
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I'm done. Fin.
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| Cheers darling... here's to you and your loverboy. |
[17 Aug 2006|10:11am] |
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Damien Rice "Cheers darling" |
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Life in Tina World has been... well pretty much an emotional rollercoaster.
Summer is coming to an end... that depresses me. This summer has probably been one of the best, in my whole entire life. I've met alot of new people... rekindled old friendships... and have spent days with the one I love the most. Bummer it's all coming to an end. This year is going to be hectic with it, of course, being my last year in highschool. I can feel the stress brewing. Atleast I had a great summer to compensate for the hell of a year that lies ahead. Infact, I should somehow be able to balance school and fun out quite nicely... or maybe I still need sort out my priorities. Fun always comes first... I like fun. hah. but I'm going to achieve with what's needed and not with just what I want...
My mood lately has been "confused"... there's a war going on in my head that no one knows about. and no one WILL know about. Let me just leave you in suspense. I'm tempted... and I'm just digging myself deeper.
Farewell!
[edit]
I almost slipped on the tile and cracked my poor little head open.. trying to answer the god damn house phone. When it was really no one important at all... fuck you, telemarketers!
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| Idiots playing Guitar Hero. hah. |
[11 Aug 2006|07:24pm] |
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faggots. |
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I'm really content with life. That's all I got to say. I'm inlovelovelove!
Shutup faggot. You know who you are.
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[01 Aug 2006|06:17pm] |
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I wish I wasnt "me". I HATE me. Just as much as others.
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| I want you to know that I hate you so and all the fucking boys in the fucking bands. |
[27 Jul 2006|06:49pm] |
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Bratmobile "Gimme brains" |
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I miss these gals..!! Anyway, all my chores are accomplished for the day thank sweet jesus! Washing my clothes, cleaning my room, making some clothes, and keeping up with my internet lyyyyyyfe! hah!
Fuck me, I'm E-FAMOUS! Heh. (I hope the sarcasm nipped you right in the butt. And if it didnt you'd have to be a complete idiot)
I'm excited for phone calls. And cuddles. I heart life. :)
I'm off to Laura's house...adieu.
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| In a time of wintryness.. |
[25 Jul 2006|01:15pm] |
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Cocorosie "bearhides and buffalo" The Cardigans "Lovefool" |
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Hmm... There's so much running through my noggin right now that I honestly dont even know where to start. I'm stressed to the limit, but I'm not going to break my back over it. My goal for today is to get my mind off of everything that stresses me out (and to also stop being so curious, which I've already failed at). Why why why why..? I'm just ruining myself by doing this. I'm being vague and it's intentional.
I just want to scream my lungs out until my voice ruptures.
To lighten up this update, I hungout with wonderful people yesterday. Hopefully I can repeat that today. I really want to hangout with someone. Christan is also back and that makes me smile. :)
My boyfriend is great.
Goodbye!
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| Shut. The. Fuck. Up. |
[24 Jul 2006|05:47pm] |
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Sonic Youth "Jams run free" |
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My mother's bitching isnt making my day any better... my good mood has been shot to shit. I havent done much today, except laze around and write in my journal. I dont even know if I'll do anything at all.
I better end this here before my fingers start typing away awful statements.
--I try. I'm sorry.
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